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Fragile promises

An original poem:

Perhaps a rainbow is nothing more,

Than the prism of light that forms it.

Perhaps promises are nothing more,

Than words cheapened by science.

I overslept this morning. Sometimes I feel like sleep is my refuge from having to face another day — another day of feeling like I’m not where I’m supposed to be. This is perhaps the first period of my life when I’ve ever felt that way.

Life is a gift, and yet sometimes it feels like a burden. I can’t see beyond the fog of my present situation … I have no vision of something to hold on to. I am tortured with hopeless ambition without goals to pursue. My dreams are becoming wisps of smoke, and the promise of happiness is nothing more to me than a rainbow — beautiful but intangible, illusory. Rainbows are nice and all, but if there’s anyone up there, will you end the fucking flood already?

Tomorrow is another day … I wish I had more to look forward to.

~ by scriblscrabl on May 5, 2008.

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